I really don’t understand how a man can just walk away from a child. I could understand if he was tired of me, but how do you not think twice about your own flesh and blood? How heartless can you possibly be? I tried to tell myself I am ok, but it starts to get to you, the closer the day comes. I know how much I adore my father, its so sad my baby won’t know how that feels. People tell me women do it everyday, but that doesn’t make me feel better. I don’t want someone else raising my baby while I have to work. I don’t understand why we weren’t good enough. He is going to lead a sad lonely life, and it will be all his fault.